The clouds at the horizon slowly
lose their golden glow as they dim into a more mellowed orange, melting into
the deep haze of violet stretched across the sky. While the birds return to the
trees to sleep, the flow of traffic doesn’t dwindle in town. A Gray-Haired Man
emerges from a nearby pub and begins his return, like the birds, to his place
of rest, crossing through a market place. The path is still unfamiliar in the
new environment, and as he passes a woman, bending back up from having dropped
a bag of groceries, their eyes catch for a second. Her eyes, those perfect,
beautiful, sapphire eyes, so similar to the ones he remembered from years ago.
She drops the groceries she had just retrieved from the earth, staring, opened
mouthed into the man’s face. A tear falls to the ground as she mouths a name of
insignificance to the Gray-Haired Man. She repeats this name, her breath
catching the vocal strings in her throat. At first, a feeble step is made
towards him, but then a sudden rush forwards, feeble arms embracing around his
waist. She repeats the name, but the word falls on deaf ears.
How many years? How many years had it been since he had felt this tight embrace
around his middle, a soft face pressing deeply into his lower chest. How
familiar the sensations of feeling his breath leave his lungs as his beloved
squeezes him affectionately.
He remembers her, more clearly than ever now; golden, flowing hair, streaming
around the Aphrodite-esc face, framing two, oceanic gems. He remembers that
golden stream flowing across his chest as they lay together, all of those years
ago.
The elder woman whisper’s the name again as she slowly, without loosening the
embrace, stands on tiptoes, lifting her soft, aged lips to the Gray-Haired
Man’s cheek. The warm burn and flush of blood to his face recalls the feeling
of his lover, years ago; the memory of her whispering his name and leaving the
print of her lipstick on his neck, cheek, lips. Their first kiss drifts into
his mind. He was fifteen, a moon lit night, sitting beneath the star speckled
heavens. The Gray-Haired Man closes his eyes as he vividly recalls how she had
leaned across and kissed him in the same spot that had so recently made him
blush.
The Man’s lungs expand as he
takes in a deep breath. Then reality shifts into his mind and the heavenly
perfection he was experiencing fades. His lover, for what seems an endless pass
of moons, is dead. The experiences they were to share, to hold, and live
together were stolen from him. This woman, despite how much he may wish it,
couldn’t possibly be the woman he had fallen in love with, decades ago. This
woman, with those incredible, heart stopping, angelic eyes, was nothing but a
stranger.
Let her hold him. For just a brief moment more, he longed for her embrace,
before going back to the cold, lonely reality that awaited him. She pulls away,
eyes closed, a smile tracing her closed lips. Even the way she pulls away from
him, after sealing her love with a kiss to his lips, so many years ago, causes
the man’s soul to yearn for time to allow him even a second more with the now
reenacted memories that had tormented his existence for so many years. He sees
in the structure of her face, she isn’t the woman from all those years ago, yet
the eyes, those incredible, sky-filled eyes, seemed unmistakable. When her eyes
are closed, he knows it’s not the woman that had danced in his arms, as they
were joined in holy matrimony. It’s not the woman that had slipped a ring onto
his finger, and forged a bond with two, simple, yet powerful words. It’s not
the woman, who would tell him the three most important words of his life.
After
slowly revealing a bright pair of sky shaded, diamond irises, a wave of shock
spreads across her face. The smile dissipates. The realization of her mistaking
a stranger, for her own long lost lover, washes through her body, filling her
heart with a burning sorrow, ripping away at her very soul.
She denies it. Her arms release the Gray-Haired Man. She repeats her denial.
The unrecognizable name fills the air with repetition. She backs up slowly,
tears rolling down her cheeks as a sob escapes her lips. Denying the loss of
her dreams, sobbing the name of her lover, she turns and runs into a near
alley. In her rush, she runs into a portrait vendor’s stand, knocking over a
large painting.
The sales vendor curses at the wind that had knocked over one of his
masterpieces. He gets up and crosses over to the fallen artwork, and lifts it
back up again, revealing the painting of a woman, bent over to retrieve a
fallen bag of groceries. She is looking up, out of the painting, staring into
the eyes of the Gray-Haired Man with her eyes, those perfect, beautiful,
sapphire eyes, so similar to the ones he remembered from years ago. The man
turns slowly, leaving the painting of such familiarity behind as he returns,
like the birds, to his place of rest
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